Nowhere

Trying to analyse this bubbler colony. Figuring out what it can be used for, energy source, food, material who knows. It's been a while since, never actually getting anywhere. nowhere. I am not sure where to go? Why was am I here again? Anyway, I stole, I wouldn't call it stealing and more of scavenging these research nick-nacks from abandoned facility, nobody going to retrieve it might as well use it right?

Archive fragment

This probably a fragment from an archive, the maize writing system is clearly displayed in its surface. I can't exactly decode it in fragmented state. It meant to be read it complete form, not fragmented like this. Though it seems like decaying, the letters come off little by little, eventually the entire thing will dissipate and gone for good. It's a lost cause.

Now this reminds me of myself. My memories little by little seems to rot away, is it because of this cube form, a lack of direction, or just simply a consequence of long period of time. I am not sure; it's not like I have anything particularly significant to remember anyway. Let the wind blows, I guess. Will I eventually forget myself and just hang around until who knows when? 

Ah I can't reach to the other side, there's cracks here. Though less of a crack, and more of annoyingly massive portal strands. What is this thing doing here anyway? Frustrating at best, I can see what inside this portal though, Floating structure with roots at the bottom, weird. and at the other side there's some Qualian's tech, and floating glyphs, I really want to take a look closer, but I can't. Unfortunate indeed. 

I don't really afraid of anything honestly, after all I have went through even death now is just a joke, not that I want to end it now, it just that what even the point? What am I even doing? What do I want? Even I trying to figure that out. I suppose I need to take closer to how I feel, maybe it will give me clues. What else am I gonna do? Think? Had enough of those at this point.

Where am I even? A curved space? with some roots eating cube remnant, some artifacts floating in the corner, Signal tower complex, sphere and what looks like an amoeba? Whatever man.

Looks like old structure, but what structure thought, purpose not quite clear. Theres a ladder, sure. Jumbled up straighten fuzz, I think? Have I seen one of those?

Void plants

These are my drawing of void plants. There's void weed or vweed, Wiffler, and Lome flower, the other I don't their name. They have the same seed as Lome flower just grow in different shapes. Pretty sure they were related.

Another plants drawings

There's bush floating and ken-p. Never seen them again though, maybe I am out of their habitats. 

This one is all nameless and are different kinds. There's one that looks like parasiting the wobbler, look a bit like lamptree. maybe its related or something I don't know. 

It's been forever, literally. How anyone supposed to gauge time around here? Time seems irrelevant. Even in the origin sometimes the can broke and need to be fix. Legend said the sun aren't what it seems, and it isn't always like that, before the collision, the sun was bigger and farther. I couldn't imagine such time honestly, it's all just stories in my mind. It made no difference. It's not like I could live in that time either, time travel isn't exactly practical. The same way I couldn't back to my old life, not that I want it. My life already changes the time I see the big portal that send me here. I may not be able to accept it at first, but what else am I supposed to do? Chasing the unchaseble? Imma just skip that, I mean it's been forever anyway so might as well just accept, but I digress

Anyway, there's a planet in the distant, that look like cut in half then reattached somehow and some old structure floating and in the hill. I forgot what was those, something about signals or something.

Can you see down there? I mean yeah, I drew it. It's a thingy used by human researcher. I think they used it for analysing these crumbling cube's remnants. Not sure what they were trying to figure out. There's also some roots eating the remnants and also some plants. Honestly now that I think about it, plants need sunlight, right? There isn't much sun here, but I guess there's light from the background void core radiations or background ambient light.

That must be a USS or Universe Simulation Sphere. Yeah, not much. I am not going in there though; I don't need to be trapped in a simulation. Am I in a simulation? Pretty sure I am not, right? Whatever, it doesn't make a difference anyway.

A Qualian meddling with creasing or wayning moon thing? Though it reminds me of something from interceptor zone. What do the qualian trying to do with it? Fix it? Do they also trying to learn the living void like the human researcher? huh, I guess everyone try to understand everything.

Conversation with unknown entity.

So, what now?

I don't know anymore. `

I mean you have a lot of time to think.

I guess so.

Well, what do you want to do?

I don't know either.

But like, you been going anywhere for something right? What are you trying to achieve? Where do you want to go? Home?

I already left behind my home in the past, far before I even enter this whole ordeal.

Hmm?

I was just trying to escape; there's a war in the place I was from a never-ending war.

I heard the war ending long time ago not that I care, though by what I heard, the nature of the war was kind of complicated, you miss a lot man. 

You bet.

So that's that, you can just go back now the end, right?

Hmm, I Suppose I could, the last time I checked a lot of things had happened.

Though there's some invasion, also the merge.

The merge?

It's a whole other thing.

Oh,

Qualians used these pillars to store information, almost like a book, or library. There're layers upon layers of these scribe in each pillar. It's a like a tube within a tube, and each tube contain scribe. How do they read the information off these layers? Why is it in open field? Is it supposed to be read for public? Shouldn't they protect it? I mean why would they even store these information's in the first place? Maybe someone just bored, maybe someone alone.

Some trap fuzz for some reason, some yeah. And lamptree. I don't know what they were up to. I know you may thinking why do I even bother drawing it if I didn't even know what it is, what even the significant of it, there must be a reason why I drew it right? 

You must be new here, 

Would someone somehow even have all the sketches?

 

I don't quite remember what was this about.

I was camping near Qualians settlement. It was fun talking with these guys, it's kind of rare for Qualians to socialize or like to socialize. Hmm I wonder why, while this isn't the first time I interact with them, it certainly the first time to meet one that talkative.

How did you get here? I asked.

It's a long story, and kinda funny honestly, the thing well. Let's just say hmmm. It was very very long time ago though. even before the first human came here, like long before.

Wait when does the first human came in, how?

We all vaguely knew about everything that going on in this living void, given our relations with it. I am pretty sure there's a record for all that's happening, I am not sure where that is unfortunately. There should be a dedicated being who like to record things and stuff, you kinda need to figure that out on yourself.

Huh, okay, also what's that thing doing here?

You don't know? You should have known about these kinds of stuff. They were transforming into free form, free from the shackle of living void.

I have a really bad memory. 

You should record important information. Seriously though. 

Oh yeah, I remember now they were transforming into Recanicon.

That what you guys called us, 

The name is from you guy's records.

Right.

Looks like a crater, and distant tower. 

It trying to pierce through or it was a portal. 

Just a lone mini research lab apparently, and its surprisingly not abandoned, still autonomously operating. I can't enter it, man. They won't allow it.

Lighthouse, I think? I am not sure if it buried, or it was built underground, or they dig the cliff out or something. but based on the carving on the outside it must have been built into the cliff like that, what's the point of carvings outside if it buried, or built underground you can't see them.

It was a chaotic dream. Unknown figures and fragments. I am having a hard time distinguishing a dream and reality, I rarely sleep, what if I am not sleep at all, or I always has been sleeping all this time? It's the same with simulations isn't it. Effectively the same. 

Or it's just illusion.

Some kinds of crystalline. I never seen it anywhere, quite odd. You would think after all this time I am roaming around in this place I would have seen everything, well you don't understand the scale of this, it's stupid. 

Another vision, In a yellow sky, on top of a hill. I watched an opening in the sky far away in front of me. There're two messages on the right and left

I am not sure what this was, but it must be something right. I didn't just draw random things for no reason. I think it was some sort of uncontrollable growth? and something try to stop it or contained it.

On the other side there's an antenna of some kind, there's also passage on different side but it's unreachable. Possibly research station. Maybe I could just float there as my cube form technically give me the ability to float to certain high, is it too risky? I have set up my tent, I don't want to leave it just be, It's the only thing I had, the only thing I ever had honestly. It's crazy to think about, all these eons, alone, aimless, do whatever. 

You know I never think about my circumstance as being a cube, accepted in most places in the living void, all of the sudden a hidden world open, but in the other way other world closes as I can't just enter a laboratory or research stations without triggering their alarm. When I was still in my human form, I can just enter abandoned research facility, but I think I don't have to worry about that there's still a lot of research facility with broken alarm or defence system and other non-human places, plus I don't need to eat or drink, I did mention this a long time ago, though I still need energy to live. from whatever source available. 

Human-Qualians settlement.

I can't believe I actually find them; this was the settlement where the previously human qualians reside. Oh man, this maybe it. A new home, a place with human that suffer the same fate as me. Transform into something else by this wretched place. There's a lamp tree too, that's nice. A lot to catch up, I guess.

To be continue